try to be myself

..i try to be myself..again n again...

dulu...taim skola ak sorg budak yg agk simple..xtau nk berfesyen..hurm..coz it was myself...huhu..bile berfesyen taim nk p kls...mak ak mzt ckp "engkau nk p blanja or mengorat?" hahahaha..ak tergelak kowt...mak ak ni lawak lah...then,klu p town..pe yg ak tau pakai,jeans n tshirt..again! JEANS N TSHIRT only...kwn2 ak??xpayah ckp la..mengalah kn org nk p kenduri kawen..hahahah...that it was how i dressed up 4 along time ago...now???? dh pndai la skit2 nk fesyen nieyh...hahahaha..pkai shawl yg dulu nyew ak x minat langsung...skunk,dh pndai dh pkai shawl...baju pn dh pndai dh bershape nieyh :) thanks to my frens coz teach me how to dress up today,tomorrow n forever.. :) but today,i feel want to be myself back...like before..before i came here....i dun know y???? :(

dulu...taim ak skola...hurm...ak ni femes (*xde la femes sgt pown) dgn budak yg paling sengal dlm kelas....one day without my funny thing is like a day i dont come 2 school...hahaha...but today,i still be myself...lawak n lawak...de je benda yg ak ckp dn buat,org lain bleh gelak..ak pn xtau kenapa???? >.< now???stil jew mcm dulu..ak dh jdi bhn org..dew jew diorg nk bhn2 kat ak...jokes are my fav thinsgs...coz i like to make people smile...and i feel better when my fren or sape2 tersenyum :)
I STIL BE MYSELF :)

dulu..taim ak masih skola..study???cara ak study mmg giler...hahaha...nk2 taim SPM..agak menggila..sebb balik skola dh la lmbt dlm kul 4.30 ptg taim tuh bdn mmg penat gilew,so,ape lagi..time 2 sleep lah.. :) then kul 6.30 ptg bangun 4 having a dinner wif my family or juz alone... :) then,after having dinner...bersiap tuk pegi tuition..xjauh dri umah..dlm 5 minit dh smpai kalau pegi dgn motor....then,hbs tuition dlm kul 10.30 mlm..then,smpai umah..trus iron uniform skola tuk pakai esk...siap2 brg skola..ak pn pegi la brush my teeth n clean my face to remove any make up.. MAKEUP??? hahaha..xdew la..juz face powder jew..xde la tacup sgt pown...hehehehe...then,siap semua tuh..jam menunjukkan kul 12tgh mlm...hehehe..bru la dpt mengadap buku tp tu buknnyew study pown..juz wat homework.siapkn homework smpai kul 2 pgi.....klu study???hurmmm..ak pn xtau la ak tidow kul bape la kn...mak ayah ak pn dh risau tgk keadaan ak mcm tuh..yew lah..stay up mlm2..pastu kena bgun awl..takut ak xcukup tidow..pdhl ak dh ganti petg tuh tidow ak...tidow petg???? smpai skunk ak still mcm tuh..sebb ak stay up mlm2...study????no no no... study+facebooking+dgr lagu :) I STIL BE MYSELF :)


again !!!!!!!!! I TRY TO BE MYSELF


(maaf la sgt2 ea..bahasa omputih kitew xbrapew nk bagus sgt) hehehehehe

red red on my nails :)

dh xtau nk wat apew...nk study?????niat nk study adew tp mood study xtau la melayang ke mana >.< hahahahaha....xdi ptg pegi mkn dgn fatin atiqah dn atikah azli... wink2 >.<....asyik mkn kat upten jew..bosan la jgk..kdg2 kena la tukar slera..huhuhu...before mkn...fatin atiqah dew terbeli nail's colour..BRIGHT RED one..my fav colour..before mkn...p GSC..nk tgk RAPUNZEL..atikah azli sangap nak tgk RAPUNZEL..huhuhu..tp syg...tggl 1 seat jew...dh PENUH...hahahaha...so,terpaksa la buang niat tuk tgk rapunzel jauh2.. T_T..JOM MAKAN..hehehe..mkn jgn x mkn kwn2 ku...then..kitorg pn pulang lah ketempat asal kiotrg..ILMU,UNITEN :) hahahahaha...dh xde keje..apew lagi... RED RED ON MY NAILS lah... :) wow!!! so gorgeous..OMG...i like it.. :)

rindu family :(

xdi pegi mkn kat foodcourt ALAMANDA...pastu ak ternampak la family2 yg mkn kat situ..hurm...tetibe teringt mak ayah kat kampung...hurm...dulu..taim ak kat kampong...pegi mane2 mzt nga mak ayah ak..pegi shopping...pegi mkan kat luar...skunk????hurm...dgn kwn2...mak ayah????hurm...kampung ak jauh dri tmpt blaja ak..hurm...nk suh mak ayah ak dtg melawat ak??? sory k..ak xnk menyusah kn diorg semata2 tuk ak...tp siyes ak rindu sgt kat mak ayah ak....even ak ni degil pn..syg ak tetap jew ade tuk diorg....HOMESICK already...hurm...iera...sabar2 k..t cuti ko bleh jumpa mak ayah ko..ingt pesanan mak ayah ko...blaja elok2...hurm/...wuaaaaaaaaaaaa....dh stat nk nangis.... :(

i need u

a day without u

like

a year without rain

i need u by my side

dont know how i survive

a day without u 

like

a year without rain
 (post ni ak update taim ak dgr lagu selena gomez-a year without rain,post ni jugak 4 my lovely boy)

sedih :(

hp rosak..tggl hp yg 1 lg...tp slalu jew buat hal...hp org lain elok2 jew de line...ak punyew..tetibe jew jdi emergency only...dh la emergency only tuk 1 hari...sewel la...huhuhu...dew x sapew2 nk belikn sy hp baru????

weiyh..argh...hp..bleh x ko jgn wat hal taim2 mcm ni...huhuhu....ak dh la tgh pokai..ko plak buat hal...sampai ati ko wat ak mcm ni ea hp..ak dh jaga ko bertahun2 tp ko bls ak mcm ni...bapak sedih giler!!!!!

argh!!! xpsl2 kn ak guna public phone jew...senang hidup..xde org nk tembak2 no ak...hahahahaha

argh..amat tensen bile hp wat hal...sedih yg teramat...DEW X SAPEW2 YG NK BELIKAN SY HP BARU????

PLIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u know

u know what....

that

i miss u so much!!!!!

u know what 

i say....

" I MISS U SO MUCH"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but u??????????????

hurm....

done it!

done with it.. :)

ok..alhamdulillah...test chemist dh berakhir...boleh la enjoy skit2 tp marks t blum tentu gonna be ok...hurm..soklan 50 50...dew senang dew sush...ak hentam jew..ak jwb pe yg ak blaja slame ni..ntah betul ke tidak.. >.<...heheheh...after test...terus ke UPTEN... mengisi perut yg lapar...hehehehe....adoi...penat aku melyn krenah sofia aziz,atikah azli dan fatin atiqah...hahahahaha...test is over...then,what??????

test :(

tinggal beberape jam jew lg ak nk menduduki test...skunk pukul 3.05 ptg...pukul 5 ptg nanti ak menduduki test..CHEMISTRY TEST...hurm...hope, i can do it...yupzz...hope so..skunk ni...perasaan cuak menghantui diri aku...teramat takut...sebb chemistry ni buknnyew senang....hurm..byk yg kna xplain tuh la xplain benda ni lah...papew pown..GUD LUCK 4 all the rest....hope u all can do it better....hrp2 la ak xblur nanti....insyaallah..ak akn buat yg terbaik... :) ....

tanggal 9 dis 2010

1st - jam:9 pgi

        tempat: bangunan admin

taim nieyh.ak nga kwn2 de kls.PHYSICS CLASS yg diajar oleh Dr. Ewe....hehehehe..mula2 ok jew..blaja mcm biase.bincang contoh soklan yg die bagi..sekali die ckp."i'll give back ur test paper".PERGH.taim nieyh ak tengok muka sorg2  CUAK giler.dn ak.cuak membuatkan ak sakit perut...yew lah2..sapew la yg xcuak kn...1st test..pastu soklan plak cam haram jew...hehehehe...tggu punyew tunggu..akhirnye name ak dipnggil....WOW! unexpected dpt marks mcm tuh..alhamdulillah....ok la tuh dpt marks mcm tuh....20/30....memang xsangka...trima kasih pd Dr.Ewe n kwn2 yg saling membantu ak tuk memerah otak...hehehehe..klu x kerna korang...jgn hrp la ak nk dpt marks mcm tuh.. :)

2nd - jam: 10 pgi

          tempat: bangunan COE(BM)

taim nieyh..ak n kwn2 ak de kls..CALCULUS CLASS yg diajar oleh lect yg ak lupa namenye..heheh..maaf ea.. :)... taim nieyh..ak bukn men fokus..hahaha (fokus la sgt an)...tetibe..atikah azli...atikah azli BULI ak..huhuhu...disebbkn kebosanan dh melanda dlm diri die...aku jdi mangsa die...yew lah..sapew la xbosan kn..blaja calculus 2 jam...huhuhu....pastu..klu senang xpew la..ni kna perah otak smpai kering..huhuhu..dgn tidak sengaja sofia aziz dtg...dgn muka tensen nyew..risau ak di buatnyew..huhu..."nape ni yunk?"...tetibe..sofia aziz BULI ak plak.sekali lg ak jdi mangsa sofia aziz...huhuhu..dua org minah ni xhbs2 buli ak smpai la hbs kls...tp ak xkesah pn :)

3rd - jam: 12:00 tgh hri

         tempat: cafe admin

adoi...taim nieyh xpyh ckp la..memang riuh rendah la kat meja kitorg..aku,atikah azli,sofia aziz n alif khair lepak samew2...3 org nieyh menikmati NASI GOENG CHICKEN CHOP..ak plak menikmati KARIPAP berinti kn UBI KENTANG..hehehe..diet???? no no no..ak tgh pokai..bapak sedih...huhuhuhuh....
taim nieyh..keje kitorg gelak jew...kah kah kah n kah kah kah n kah kah kah.... :)

4th-jam:2 ptg

      tempat: bangunan admin

petg??haih...mengantuk! tp de kels CHEMIST TUTORIAL...huhuhuhu...diajar oleh Miss Shayma...kami berempat masih bersama... :) ...gula2 skittles pn dh bersiap sedia..hahahaha..xsah klu xde gula2 skittles...klu xdew..hehehehe..PADAH!...nantuk la jwbnyew...atikah azli plak..tetibe duk batuk...alif khair plak cuba redakn batuk atikah..ak n sofia aziz apew lg...duk gelak la..hahahaha...atikah azli plak xhbs2 duk usha QUDDUS...haih tikah...jgnlah pandangan mu itu...hahahahaha...ak lak..bukn men fokus tp 1 habuk pn xphm..hahahahaaha...1 jew yg ak xthn klu taim kls nieyh..huhuhu...kesejukannyew smpai kew tulang kering...BAPAK SEJUK GILER!!!!  >.<

teenage dream :)

you think i'm pretty

without any makeup on

you think i'm funny

when i tell the punchline wrong

i know you get me

so,i let my walls come down,down

before you met me

i was a wreck but things were kinda heavy

you brought me to life now

every february

you'll be my valentine,valentine

lets go all the way tonight

no regrets

just love

we can dance until we die

you and i will be young forever

you make me

feel like i'm livin a

teenage dream

the way you turn me on

i cant sleep

lets run away and 

dont ever look back

dont ever look back

my heart stops

when you look at me

just one touch

now baby i believe

this is real

so take a chance and

dont ever look back 

dont ever look back

we drove to Cali

and got drunk on the beach

got a motel and

built a floor out of sheets

i finally found you

my missing puzzle piece

im complete

imma get your heart racing 

in my skin tights jeans

be your teenage dream tonight

let you put your hands on me

in my skin tights jeans

be your teenage dream tonight

our love like a pyramid :)

stones heavy like the you've shown

solid as the ground we've known

and i just wanna carry on

we took it from the bottom up

and even in a dessert storm

sturdy as a rock we hold

wishing as a rock we hold

now i just wanna let you know

earthquakes cant shake us

cyclones cant break us

hurricanes cant take away our love

pyramid

we've built this on a solid rock

it feels just like it's heaven's touch

together at the top at the top baby

like a pyramid

and even when the wind is blowin

we'll never fall just keep on goin 

forever we will stay like a pyramid hey

cold never ever when you're close

we will never let it fall

a story that was never told

something like a mystery

and every step we've took we grown

look how fast the time has flown

the journey to the place unknown

we're going down in history

earthquakes cant shake us

cyclones cant break us

hurricanes cant take away our love

"like a pyramid

hey boy

i'am show you

that i love you so much that we're gonna get through

even when it storm i will never go

i'am be the one to keep you safe

was a love i care more than enough

holding on to one another be the couple

when its rough

mother nature,a disaster wont stop our happy ever after"

pyramid

keep it going

lastly :)

akhirnya ak dpt jgk peluk teddy bear yg lg besar dri ak..

sgt hepy dn amat gumbira....

xtau nk describe betapa sgt gumbira dpt peluk teddy bear besar tuh....

nk beli xmampu...so,hanya mampu peluk jewlah...

JOM LAYAN GAMBAR :)

transit :)

bapak besar giler burger ak mkn ari tu for my lunch...

dh brapew transit ak amik tuk hbs kn burger tuh...

1st time ak mkn burger lmbt mcm tuh..

siap brenti berbual lg..adoi...hahaha

penat mulut ak mengunyah burger tuh....

si tikah ajk ak mkn burger Carls' Jr.....

huhuhuhu...burger die sedap....

disebbkn ak xmkn cheese...

so,si atikah azli belikn ak yg inieyh

sdg2 syok mkn burger...

si sofia aziz dn alif khair pn dtg..

then,diorang pn blah...

tinggal lah kami berdua menikmati kenikmatan burger tersebut

randomly ;)

SHE :)

aku rindu sayang kamu :)

siang dan malamku kini menjadi satu
terasa sedihku bila tiada mu

apakah ini dinamakn cinta mu???

menjadi aku yang hina

apakah kau rasa seperti ku???

rasa hari hari ku tak menentu
bagaikan lilitan terikat di jantung ku
terasa sungguh......
aku rindu...sayang kamu..padamu

aku cinta kepada mu

sayang kamu

mine :)

you were in college,working part time,working tables
left a small town and never looked back
i was a flight risk,afraid of fallin'
wondering why we bother with love
if it never lasts
i say "can u believe it?"
as we're lyin' on the couch
the moment,i can see it
yes,yes,i can see it now
do you remember,we were sittin' there,by the water?
you put ur arm around me for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

you are the best thing that's ever been mine

flash forward,and we're takin' on the world together
and there's a drawer of my things at your place

you learn my secrets and figure out why i'm guarded

you say we'll never make my parents' mistake
but we got bills to pay
we got nothin' figured out
when it was hard to take
yes;yes
that is what i thought about
do you remember all the city lights on the water?
you saw me start to believe for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
you are the best hing that's ever been mine
and i remember that fight two-thirty AM
you said everything was slipping right out of your hands

i ran out,crying and you followed me out into the street

braced myself for the goodbye,cause that's all i've ever known
then you took me by suprise
you said " i'll never leave you alone "
you said " i remember how we felt.sitting by the water.

and every time i look at you.

it's like the first time.

i fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.

she is the best thing that's ever been mine"

hold on,we'll make it last
hold on,never turn back
hold on,you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
hold on,you are the best thing that's ever been mine
hold on,do you believe it?
hold on,we're gonna make it now
hold on,and i can see it
yeah,i can see it now

takut :(

awk..napew tetibe awk jdi mcm ni???
sy takut bile awk jdi mcm
siyes...sy sgt takut bile tgk awk jdi mcm ni...
klu sy adew slh nga awk..
sy mx maaf......
betul,,,sy mx maaf....
sy takut tgk awk jdi mcm ni....
sy amat takut...
apew yg mampu sy ckp ialah TAKUT !

berangan :(

kekadang aku suka berangan
tp pada masa yang sama
ak berasa takut
takut klu angan2 aku tu xtercapai
aku xbleh hindar dri angan tuh semua
sebb aku hanya mampu berangan..
jauh sekali tuk ianya menjadi kenyataan...

siyes!

ak takut berangan
tp........................
hurm..hanya tuhan jew yg tau

senyum :)

kacak luar 

kacak dalam

kacak dengar sini

kalau saya senyum

awak mesti senyum sekali

kalau kita senyum

semua orang berjangkit

bila semua orang senyum

dunia tiada penyakit

senyum 

xperlu kata apa-apa

senyum 

xperlu kat apa-apa

senyum 

xperlu kata apa-apa

senyum 

xperlu kata apa-apa

akhirnya sempurna 3 album pertama

bunyi macam koleksi hits terbaik orang lama

dah kukata ku takkan henti sampai tua bangka

kalau habis abjad,aku rap dengan angka

satu,dua,tiga anugerah diterima

oh itu tahun lepas tahun ini cuma dua

tersenyum tiap kali kalah dengan nurhaliza

ditertawakan oleh anakku inca medina

oh inca medina,orang secantik nama

cantik luar,cantik dalam,cantik macam mama

hati macam grandmanya,anginnya macam papa

kalau dah merajuk nampak muncung sampai sana

sebelum jadi drama dah tau nak buat apa

nyanyi balik lagu ayat lama,ayat mama

wanita hari ini jaga sensitiviti

kalau buah hati merajuk boleh cuba ayat ini

ay,cantik luar,cantik dalam,cantik dengar sini

kalau cantik senyum.cantik mesti cantik lagi

senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit

kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

ay,buai tinggi tinggi sampai ke puncak awan

dengan kumulus dan nimbus ku berkawan

aku bukan rupawan,aku bukan jutawan

tapi aku punya satu senyuman yang menawan

baru mukdimah nampak macam dah tertawan

dengar kata hati,perasaan jangan dilawan

kalau takut mula mula kita boleh berkawan

duduk dulu biar ku belanja kopi secawan

apa rasa sentiasa jadi bahan perhatian

apa rasa jadi cantik kacuk cina pakistan

apa rasa jadi seksi tak suka diperhatikan

apa rasanya terima bertubi tubi pujian

menggila :)

kuar kul 8 mlm,blik kul 4 pagi....

kn gile namenyew...hahahaha

BTW tens kpd Alif Khair merangkap PAKWE Sofia Aziz...

bawa kitorg p PAVILLION tgk movie midnight..citer Narnia 3D 

dn tens kepada Atikah Azli sebb jdi partner ak mlm tuh

boleh thn la jugk....semuanye berjalan dgn yg lancar taim kitorg kuar..

ok2...smpai sini jew ak nk citer...JOM LAYAN GAMBAR...

i missing my love here...pliz...help me...huhuhuhu T_T

atikah mcm ni sebb alip ckp muka die cam ALIEN

sengal :)

kesengalan kami bertiga DATANG setelah penat mengadap note2 fizik
disebbkn ari esk nyew kami dew quiz
tp cam haram jew bile jwb quiz tuh....
LANGSUNG XBLEH NK JWB...
amek ko...kami bertiga mendpt TELUR AYAM....
fresh lagi tau...
TERIMA KASIH AYAM...sebb ko bertelur ats kertas ak

bapak sedih giler !!!!

 ( dh mx kebenaran budk2 dlm pic2 tuk post knnyew kat blog n byk lg pic2 dlm simpanan )

kami kembar kew???

ari tu ak p FAZ's CAFE kat COE foodcourt
tuan punyew kedai ckp kami berdua ni kembar

ye keyh????????

then,ak ikut SOFIA AZIZ jumpa kwn abg die,,si MABA
MABA ckp kami berdua cam kembar....

ye keyh??????????

pastu MEGAT pown ckp yg kami berdua ni cam kembar
smpai kn die tertukar yg mne 1 ak
hahahahahahah

tp BETULKAH KAMI NI KEMBAR?

SAYANG :)

boleh x sy nk ckp.....

yg sy..............

erm...............

erm..............

erm............

SAYANG AWAK SANGAT-SANGAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

PROUD :)

ak amat BANGGA bile dpt partner yg penipu besar...

sapew kah die tuh????

OF COZ la...

AHMAD IBRAHIM aka EDY

die memang seorg yg penipu...

penipuan die dpt dikesan bile die ckp...

"IM DOING MY HOWEWORK"

bapak penipu giler....!!!!!!!

yeah! SAYA AMAT BANGGA DAPAT PARTNER PENIPU

( hasil sepakatan dgn tuan punyew namew n tuan punyew blog )

my mistake :(

ya allah...apew yg ak dh buat nieyh...

ATIKAH AZLI..

ak nk mx maaf sgt2...

siyes...ak tau slh ak...klu x kerna ak..die xkn soalkn benda tuh...

tp sebb ak..die persoalkn even benda tuh dh 2 mggu berlalu

i know my mistake dear..pliz giv me another chance...